A Boy’s Struggle
I originally posted this story on Reddit. I publish it here as an example of the struggle many boys endure before entering service. Step one is to admit his truth to himself, but that is not always the hardest step. Following through on committing to service is often the hardest but most important step. As other boys will attest, until you submit, you cannot live in peace.
Soon to be Owned Boy
Those of you who’ve read my previous stories will know I’m a married 49yo suited executive with a secret hobby of training and owning boys. I’m in shape and UK based.
I set a prospective boy a task recently to write and tell me why he should transition from training to full ownership. I was very impressed with his response as I think it reflects all that I believe is important in ownership. His response shows the solemn nature of ownership and the depths it needs to seek for it to be complete and consuming.
Master David,
To me ownership isn’t simply a Master taking control of a boy. Instead it’s the willing surrender of control and desire by the boy in recognition that the Master should be the focus of the boy’s attention and ambitions. That’s why all the aspects of ownership are so vitally important: physical, emotional, and psychological.
By surrendering physical control, in the form of acts of service, physical marks and reminders of ownership, and moulding their body according to his Master’s desire, the boy gains permanent reminders that he is valued by his Master. He is also empowered in knowing that he is performing acts that align with his true purpose – complete submission. This submission provides a release for the boy, a chance to escape the stresses of the world and revel in the unbridled joy and contentment that only true, complete, and dedicated service can bring. This is what any boy, myself included, should derive from the surrender of physical control to his Master.
The surrender of emotional control is, if anything, more important than the surrender of physical control. A boy can only find true freedom if they allow their barriers and defenses down, and open themselves up completely to the exhilaration and total sense of peace that comes through ownership. It is a boy’s duty to open himself up to being moulded by his Master and allow that moulding to wash over him like a wave that brings complete contentment and comfort to the boy. Correspondingly, it is the Master’s responsibility to his boy to bring that sense of peace and belonging by accepting the boy’s offer of control and bringing his skill and expertise to exercise that control in a way that brings the boy a clarity of purpose and a stability that allows him to reach a zen-like state of contentment. It is my hope that, as an owned boy, as I give more and more control to you as my Master that I will progress further down the path towards total peace and comfort as I realize my ambition to dedicate myself wholly to you.
To me, the most important control to surrender is psychological. A surrender of psychological control marks the deepest form of bond between a Master and his boy. By allowing his Master into his thoughts, allowing his Master to become the overriding object of all his desires, ambitions, and attention, a boy is able to enter a deeper level of ownership confident in the knowledge that his Master is omnipresent and there to ensure that the boy betters himself so that he may serve more effectively and more completely. By ensuring that the Master is the focus of the boy’s life, the ownership enters its best possible form for both parties. The Master benefits from the undiluted devotion and service from his boy, while the boy is able to obtain a total and all-consuming peace that both exhilarates and comforts him in equal measure.
For me, if you were to agree to accept me as your property, it would bring me a total exhilaration knowing that I was working towards a purpose and goal more important than my own selfish petty desires. The thought of entering an ownership contract with you makes me nervous because I recognise that it will mark a radical change in my world outlook. I hope to be moulded into a boy who derives all his joy, all his pleasure, and his peace from the knowledge that I am, in some small way, improving my Master’s life and satisfying his every need, desire, and whim.
As you have hopefully seen over the past few days, I am a dedicated boy who is able and willing to carry out whatever tasks you set me. I know I failed part of a task on X February, and that failure made me feel ashamed. That shame was just an effective deterrent from failure as the punishment you set me, which as you saw I accepted with total contrition for my failure to serve you.
I hope that I have been able to demonstrate through the images and dedications I have sent you, and more importantly through our conversation that I am ready, willing, and able to “graduate” from training into ownership whenever you deem the time to be right. As we’ve discussed, I understand the importance of clear communication and not changing the goalposts of ownership. I think this, amongst other things, allows me to offer myself in a genuine and clear way that allows you to properly judge my value and worth as an owned boy.
As you have seen, I am quick to respond to you showing the prompt dedication that is required in an owned boy. You’ve also seen that I am constantly excited and enthralled by you. You infiltrate my thoughts more and more with each passing day and I am filled with a genuine need to submit to you. I’m desperate to serve you more completely with each task I fulfil, and I’m secure in the knowledge that servitude will bring me the peace, contentment, and exhilaration I need to complete me. My only hope is that I can offer the level of service that you so clearly deserve and that it can bring you even half the benefits that your ownership of me would bestow upon me.
Prospectively and completely yours,
Unfortunately, this boy has not entered ownership. He abruptly ceased communication and needs to be alone for a while. I hope he returns as it is my belief that he will benefit greatly from service, but perhaps it’s not meant to be. If the feeling and emotions contained in this writing resonate with you, I have an opening for an owned boy so get in touch.Post Text
